There's a bad thing happening to my family for quiet a while now. It affects me very much. But what really makes me sad, although somewhat selfish, is how it affects my guitar playing. I can't enjoy playing as much as I used to. Everytime I held my guitar, all i saw is the depressed face of my mother and I couldn't even bring my self to strike a single string. I've even cried one night, for what has happened to my family, but mainly because of bitterness i feel for not being able to play peacefully. I can face almost anything that people could throw at me. But i really can't stand if something keeps me away from playing a guitar.
I know i'm new here, but I have go to get this out of my mind and share it with people who know the precious feeling you have when you play a guitar.